just...

hallluuuu...assalamualaikum!

It's great to be here again.
I mean, ya here, Kuala Lumpur.

I had my medical check up this morning, and alhamdulilah,
Doctor said, everything is okay, normal and awesome! I love love love it!
In fact, I am very grateful.
First, because nikmat sihat is something that I treasure the most.
Secondly, of course because, I had bad experience before, 
emmm not really bad, but ...what the best word to put in ya,,,
as it happened because of reasons and hikmah. Alhamdulillah.
Thirdly, after a week, I managed to gain weight,
another one kilo as after lost two kilos in one week that day.

As usual, my journey begins...
Travel by public transport, especially by the train,
and tell you what? this time, even I have to take 3 different lanes of train,
I am not took wrong train again! (ya, at least for today :D)
Ya so proud of you ceya! 
not a wrong train, but a wrong clinic!
ceya, clumsy as always :D

Feeling sleepy now...
let's have some beauty sleep first,
will write more soon!
Selamat malam! ;)

p/s - nervous + rindu.

Mr. March is wonderful month.

Wow it is Mr.March!

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

And I have three wedding invitations, one on 17th, my officemate - Kak Ayuni...
and another two on 24th, my classmate - Kak Ella and...my school bestie, Manja!

So far, within these 10 days, Mr March has been so nice to me. 
Lot of meaningful things happened.

Chances, rezeki and loves from Allah and people surrounding were a blast for me.

I went to Kuala Lumpur, alone, (after more less 5 months) to complete two missions
which were very unexpected and I should say Allah plans it for me, Alhamdulillah.
And I managed to see my friends in UKM which in great of help, eyusaaaa and friends :)

And, and I met my dearest sister, Kak Yanaaaaaa! <3

Oh cop, there were four missions altogether then. I see....:o

Even so, it was not an easy journey for me. 
Some struggles, perseverance and my spirit make it happened to go through it.
And of course, du'a and support from beloved friends too.
which includes Kak Nuzurrrr ;)

And I fall sick after few months given by Allah nikmat sihat. 
At last, after 3 days of feeling that weak, I surrendered myself to a nice friendly doctor and ya, ya, lots of pills were given to consume. After a week, Alhamdulillah, even not fully recover, I am feeling good today.

Why do I hate to see a doctor or to admit that I am sick?
Because I know I am strong enough to fight these bacteria and just be as strong as I can.
Sometimes, no matter how hard you tried, its just not your lawan.

But still, last week, I had a fast and simple date with my bestfriend, Lala!
We watched movie in our favourite place, and tell you what, we watched our favourite genre of movie - Jack the GIANT slayer! This movie was, oh, are awesome! as, errrr..emmm...I would like to watch it again!!!

As mediacommer, I am thinking of writing an analysis or a quick review on this movie.
Later on perhaps. Btw, I am fallen in love with Elmont, sorry Jack! :P

And this coming weeks of the month, 
there will be a few twists in my life,
few steps ahead which I need pair of new shoes to step on this journey confidently and safely. 

What that will be?
Ask Mr March then! 
See ya! ;)


p/s - keep praying for the days and for Lahad Datu. amin.
And thank you to you too for your endless support Dato'! <3

kadang-kadang 

seperti putus harapan.

kadang-kadang

seperti berkobar-kobar.

Ombak datang memukul lagi.

Nah, putus asa hampir sahaja perkataannya.

Kadang-kadang

ya, mungkin

diri ini tidak cukup bagus untuk itu.

Akur pada tanggapan sendiri

dan berhenti untuk terus mencuba?

Oh oh oh,

mungkin belum masanya.

p/s  - he is back for weekend. have to meet him for a while. :)

[HD] AJL27 Aizat - Terukir Di Bintang (Anugerah Juara Lagu ke-27 2013)

:::  the song, the singer, the melody is just perfecto. Awesome!
 So calming, sweet and romantic. :::
CONGRATS!

p/s - the moment Aizat sepetkan his eyes, looking straight to the camera with the mug hi, makes my heart smiling all the way.  Did you sing for me? :D

ya, ;( again.

hey Mr. X,
you are right,
and at last,
I am hurt.

p/s - hope you are doing good.

Muharam datang lagi.

"Sesungguhnya Allah tidak melihat di mana ia bermula, tapi ia dilihat pada penghujungnya"

I read and quote it from newspaper just now, and its something that we should ponder about.
So unlike human being, they judge people from their past.
That's the fact, Allah will always be the Greatest. AllahhuAkhbar!


p/s - Ketibaan Muharam harus dijadikan permulaan untuk penghujung yang lebih baik. InsyaAllah.

tired vs sad.

when people saw you and say,

"You look tired dear"

and you will just smile, half smile.

dear people,

how I wish you to know that,

I am not really tired, but

deep in, here -> my heart,

little bit sad, unhappy, that's all.

p/s - my brain, heart and legs are tired. any good isotonic to drink up? :)