AsSalam. Hallu!!! Its been a long while since I wrote the last entry. 

Emmm...let's straight to the point. (not in mood to write berjela-jela,

 just wanna share something this morning.)

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Seseorang yang soleh pernah berkata kepada anaknya, 

"Janganlah anda menjadi kepala (pemimpin), sebab kepala banyak menahan rasa nyeri."

Maksud dan ucapan orang soleh itu ialah bahawa jangan terlalu senang untuk menonjolkan diri dan ingin menjadi pemimpin kerana kritikan dan umpatan. pelecehan dan serangan itu sasaranya tidak lain hanyalah terhadap orang-orang yang berada di barisan hadapan.

source : siri penyejuk hati

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Well, it's  sounds hard, but that's how responsibility is. Only the chosen one will know the rasa 'nyeri'. Anyway, everybody is the 'pemimpin' kan? 'Pemimpin' in a society, in a class, in a family or even in ourselves. All the best then! 

p/s : Hoping to have more strength and more smile :)

Hi Facebookers ;)

Hallu. What a calming evening anyway.

And...

Something happened when I have nothing to do,

okay okay okay, 

actually I have lots of thing to do, 

examination week is coming,

read out the notes, memorize the terms, bla...bla...bla..

but you know, those things, sometimes I need a break.

(not really sometimes, almost everytime.hihihi)

So, this is what actually happened,

Its like a riddle,
a question on whose eyes is that,

then as I am so well familiar with those eyes,

without any hesitation, 
and confidently I type his name,

it's FIZOW OMAR's eyes. the actor?you know?

Well, thanks to my ma, as she is really kind of fonded on this guy,

and might want to be her menantu kot.haha
Okay, that's too much syeera! (ya I know. :P )

She used to keep talking about him, so thats how I know him.

Well then, 
as I am the first and the fastest to answer with the correct one,

this is my reward,

Haha. It's just for fun anyway. 

And the other reward is,

suddenly lots of Facebookers,

or I should say, the members of the group are 

adding me to be their friends on the list,

but I need time to, either approve it or not, as,

you guys are strangers to me. Sorry.

Anyway, the page,

Lelaki Kacak, perempuan Cantik,

my friend entered the competition, 

and she asked me to click 'like' on her photo,

but you know, to like the photo, I have to like the page first,

and that's how I am in this group.

After supporting my friend,
I did not leave the group as

 I think it will be fun doing those riddles when I'm free kan? :)

p/s : can't wait to go home.ok tu je.huhu

in a ROME..eh, in a room :)

hallu.goodm0rning.

nah, this entry will be..

emmm like a token for a good friend, 

or a 'kakak'

for sharing a nice,warming room during this short semester. 

oh, it should be a room mate then!

In a better word, an appreciation may be? :D

Here is the story.

Once upon a time, I met a girl. the comel one.hihi.

And she is actually two years and four months older than me, 

(so, now, see, how young I am.hahaha)

So I prefer to call her as 'kak' Nuzur. 

She has a nice name, and I love to call her name, her full name. 

NUZURUL HUDAAAAA! 

that's how sometimes I teriak her name 

when she's done 'something' to me or surroundings, 

I mean, especially when..errr she bullied me!

We seem like had gone through quite lots of things together  in the last two semesters,

 I mean three semesters including this one (short semester). 

Ya, lots of things, 
that event, these incident, those moment, 
the cry things, the smile things, the secrets, 
the worrying, the gossips even I, myself not perfect
(anyway, sapa yang tak pernah gossiping, tell me.hahaha), 
we were argued, we do fight sometimes (eh ye ke? ye kot.hihi),
 we do have misunderstandings, 
we do have things that not satisfied each other, 
we do hurt each others' feelings 

but we are still friends! (tak gitu? :P )

So now, back to the topic, in a room. 

Well, we know, like my previous entry which 
there are always stories behind, in a room. 

At first, there are some complications in order to get a room, 

(she and I know what and how was it),

 but Alhamdulillah 

we got the nearest college to the faculty, (don't be jelous :P )

Okay, let me explain, 

it is a short semester, which it's only about 8 weeks.

So, lots of my stuff were in the store room, 

therefore we are sharing things. What are they?

eh. this one is not the things. these were our juadah berbuka puasa.

her kettle. with this, mi maggie sokmo la jawabnya.hahaha

her hangers. I have my own hangers, but mostly in the store room.

her pail. I do have mine,
the big one in the store, the small one in the room.

her sister's toto.
Double toto. comelll :D

Oh this one I like the most. Her toaster.
ROTI BAKARRRRR, nuymmmy!

Her....eh, excuse me, this is mine ok.hehehe

So, lastly, I would like to say, emm thank you to this 'kakak' for lenting me lots of things as, upon my difficulities (my far home town, things in the store.waaa sedih...bla-bla-bla). Thank you very much. :) 
Oh ya..a bunch of thanks to Maria too, she is a sweet girl kan! 
(yeay dapat kawan baru dari kedah ;) )
And...I would like to apologize on my mistakes, 
misbehavior  miscommunication, weaknesses and lots more that might hurts you. SORRY :(  

Anyway, 

tell you a secret, 

when she is going back to her sister's house or to her hometown,

 this is what she always pesan to me,

 " jangan lupa makan tau.makan tau." haha. 

Don't you and she know that I am dieting :P :P :P

p/s : Well, you know, I am not kind of touching-touching person and good with ayat berbunga-bunga in writings, ya as usual, but I am trying okayyy ;)

SELAMAT TINGGAL~

Hye. Its been about 2-3 days, I have been listening to this song. Its a malay song by Dina ft Zizan (Raja Lawak). I wonder why, seems like I'm kind of attracted to the lyric and the melody. So here is the lyric and the video clip!

Selamat tinggal kawanku
Tak mudah aku pergi
Bila wajahmu
Sentiasa di hati ini

Ok dah memang

Bukan mudah untuk ku menerima hakikat
Dalam hidup ini sentiasa ku tersekat
Apa yang ku harapkan
Kasih sayang yang suci murni
Tetapi semuanya hilang setelah kau pergi
Dulu hari-hari ku berwarna warni
Kini kian mendung
Ia tinggal satu memori
Jangan jangan lepaskan genggamanku ini
Hidupku hanya bermakna jika kau di sini
Mana janji mana erti
Kenapa gembiraku kini menjadi sepi
Musnah segala apa yang ku impikan
Tetapi ku tetap tabah
Kerana Tuhan yang menentukan
Kau tetap pergi apakan daya
Walaupun ku telah mencuba sedaya upaya
Ku harapkan ini sesuatu yang kekal
Namun ku terpaksa melepaskanmu baby
Selamat tinggal
Selamat tinggal kawanku
Tak mudah aku pergi
Bila wajahmu
Sentiasa di hati ini
Tiada ertinya kau tinggalkan aku
Sedangkan teramat ku mengasihi dirimu
Cuba ingat semua yang kita pernah lalui
Sayang bukalah fikiranmu kembali
Ku tak mahu hidup tanpamu di sisi
Hanya kau seorang yang pernah aku kasihi
Jangan pergi jangan pergi
Jangan tinggalkan aku begini
Jika aku yang engkau cintai
Kenapa semua ini
Kenapa semua ini
Mengapa semua ini
Jika aku yang kau cinta
Mengapa semua ini
Kenapa semua jadi begini
Kenapa mengapa
Jangan pergi jangan pergi
Jangan tinggalkan aku begini
Selamat tinggal kawanku (usah pergi)
Tak mudah aku pergi (jangan biarkan ku menderita)
Bila wajahmu
Sentiasa di hati ini (aku sentiasa di dalam dada kamu sayang)
Walau ku pergi sayangku (usah pergi)
Dalam jiwaku ini
Kaulah cintaku yang kekal
Selamat tinggal
Jangan biarkan ku menderita di sini
Jangan biarkan ku tersiksa di sini sayang
Selamat tinggal kawanku (usah pergi)
Tak mudah aku pergi
Bila wajahmu
Sentiasa di hati ini (aku sentiasa di dalam dada kamu sayang)
Walau ku pergi sayangku (jangan pergi)
Dalam jiwaku ini
Kaulah cintaku yang kekal
Selamat tinggal
Aku menyintai dirimu sayang
Jangan biarkan aku sendiri di sini sayang
Kaulah cintaku yang kekal 
Selamat tinggal

p/s : I want to be a young mother, yes.seriously. But I am so afraid when I'm thinking of death. I mean, I'm afraid that I can't raise my child, don't get to see him/her growing, the smiles, the tears and having the baby-mom affection, just like the character in the video :(  

me in people's eyes

Short and simple entry.

One of my friend told me this,

someone who does not really close to me (I am sure we will),

"...and far more unexpected I'm very comfortable to be friend with u hahahaha I just dont know, trust you and you are good mate!!" 

I am not trying to show off or what,

but this is called as an appreciation,

so that we know,

there is people who like the way we are when some people keep hating us.

Plus, this appreciation will be as motivation for me to be a better person :)

p/s :

if you don't like others, do you think others will like you?

so sorry if you don't like me then! :P

kakyana! Birthday girl!

Hallu! This entry will be a birthday wish.

Its KakYana's birthday!

Let me introduce who is she...

She just finished her degree studies in accounting.

Yes. Future accountant :)

How do I know her?

We were stayed in the same college, same block, same level, 

and at last same room for one semester.

So, she was once my roommate.

We are roomates!

So when we shared the same room,

We were actually shared lots of things together.

We shared lappy charger, food, clothes, 

shawls, bags, her food rack and  exchanging stories.

Emmm I'm still remember how the Uncertainty Reduction Theory was actually applied to our  very first week together in the same room.

We don't really open with each other at first,

We just talk few things when are needed,

and you almost said that I am a pendiam

however,

as time goes on,

we are in good terms, then you know how 'crazy' I am.

You brought me with your Lagenda Z something I think?

errkk, I will comfirm it later, I'm not really know about motorcycles.

I put the trust on you by riding me to Hentian Kajang, Teras Jernang, Pasar malam, Warta and around UKM. :)

Hey we were even went to KL  for a day, together with public transport!

plus during puasa day ok!hahaha

When I talked, she will hear me.

When she talked, I am definetely hear her

as she has much more experiences than I am.

That's the reason why I love to ask for her opinion on certain things.

But when I cried, she's there! Watching me crying...oh malu nya.

When she cried, I don't know what to do,

 but I know, she is crying.

Well I am not  good in coaxing people. (tak reti.huhu)

So here are my wishes for you,

Dear kakYana, 

I would like to wish you a very happy birthday!

You are becoming more kakak now as becoming more older.hihihi

I wish you to have a wonderful life, a healthy body, a happy heart 

and lots of sweet smiles along your days.

May Allah will always bless you :)

Cepat-cepat dapat kerja, then I can paww you.hehe

And I would like to thank you, yes you! by being a caring kakak,

makes me feel how good,nice and comfortable to have a kakak,

As you know,

I am a kakak, so I don't have a kakak, 

but now you are my kakak, is it ok?

(belit-belit tak?hahaha,haip,ikhlas ni.)

When you are decided to sit in the same table with me during the last college dinner,

its sooooo soooo cool!

Hey, I am just a junior,

 you suppose to sit with the other seniors or on the AJK's table,

but I know, you won't leave me,

as I am your sister! (haha.perasan suda)

Never mind, we did enjoy ourselves that night kan?

Taking lots of pictures, posed here and there,

eating the nyummy nasi, and again more pictures!

Oh, almost forgot to mention this, she is from Penang! 

Remember I was once felt in love with Penang,

so I will certainly go to Penang again, 

but that time of course I will attend her wedding perhaps? InsyaAlllah :)

hrmmmm..teringin nak makan pasemboq, jeruk buah pala lah, eh silap nasi minyak lah!

p/s : I don't have a birthday present, so this entry kira as your birthday present leh tak?hehehe

jum kacau dodol!

Okay, let me explain..I know its not Hari Raya yet,

I am actually clearing and cleansing my 'old' folders,

and guess what??? I found lots of pictures, old one..

so I decided to just upload and post it...(saje suke2)

lets take a look two years back, 

Aidilfitri in 2009...jeng..jeng..jeng

Its dodol pictures! Homemade dodol! nyummm3!

'Some' of the ingredients are;

Gula Melaka :)

Kelapa parut :)

Then, 

'some' of the process are;

still be a 'white' dodol :)

emmm a swan may be?hahaha

 nah, the product!sweet nyummy dodol :)

and this one is, ugly duck?

Eh that easy?making a dodol?

These are not the fully process of making dodol as 

that were the only selected pictures I have.

Oh come on, admit it miss syeera!

 E.mmm ok-ok, actually I don't know the full recipes,

And that is the same reason why I use the word 'some'.

oh its okay, I will call my tokMak later to get the recipes.hihihi

Its my PakOde, Aunty,tokMak and abg kerol doing, 

the others?hehe konon-konon je (action lebih)

sebab tak larat nak kacau dodol lekit likat tu.hahaha 

Excuse me for the shaking, blurry pictures. 

Well, I don't own a DSLR mind you:)

p/s : the 'ugly duck' is sweet and tasty, the 'white swan' is tasteless and 'tak masak',

I hope I am the 'ugly duck' as by making people happy with the 'sweetness', I'm pretty sure that I'll be appear as a 'white swan' in their 'eyes' 0_0

eh, I don't mean the daging duck or swan, but the dodol's colour!

hahaha.semantik sangat! abstrak!